Greatest Fears

I never wanted my paranoia to win. I never wanted my suspicion to stand. The hidden matters of the heart are a mystery but the world created by it paints a myriad of telling pictures. 

On another note:

I can’t wait for this world to pass. What a warped existence this is. This is the world where evil rules and thrives. I want to watch it burn. I expect to burn along with it. Solar flare? With so much more going on behind it besides galactic happenstance. 

Back to the first note: Despair and optimism are fighting. It’s a standoff and both are convincing. 

Time to free-fall farther...

Notes blended:

There is nothing else for me here. 

This place has nothing worthwhile to offer. 

I hate you, world. Next!