The Inward Weeping

If only I could bottle this emotion and display it in such a way that all who come here can breathe some of it in and truly capture this emotion.
Just finished reading this:
http://www.antichristconspiracy.com/HTML%20Pages/Harold_Wallace_Rosenthal_Interview_1976.htm

What was not told to the Christian, W. White, was exactly how the Jews have infiltrated their churches and books of Scripture.
What was also misunderstood was the answering of his question "Are the Jews God's chosen people?"

Todah Yahuah for allowing me such understanding with such youth. My guess is that my life's length will not tarry long, but surely Your will be done for I await the next.

Whoever it was, the Scriptures of today are presented in tampered means.

I bear my teeth at the ignorance of these facts:
The Names of the Father and Son and the prophets are purposely changed!
Without the "key of understanding" much is left to us as damaged goods and tainted truth.
The Key of understanding is the Name of Yahuah.
His Name is NOT 'LORD' neither is it 'God'. If He were standing in front of you and you were to ask Him His Name, I can guarantee that He would not tell you that either of these are His Name.
"Jesus" is NOT His Son's Name. His Son's Name is YAHUSHA. If you truly love either of them, please PLEASE PLEASE heed this warning! Think, study, research. Test me for untruth! For your own sake. Not my own! How my heart wails in grief for all deceived as I once was! Abba, Eloah, may Your Name be esteemed!
The Christian teaching of lawlessness is also an appalling untruth!
If Paul has written enough to make abiding by Yahuah's law unnecessary why would he write "Do we then make void the law through faith? Certainly not! On the contrary, we establish the law." 
-Romans 3:31
Peter/Kepha gave us his warning of misunderstanding Paul/Shaul's letters at the end of His second letter. Check out the end of 2nd Peter!
And above all, who has the AUTHORITY ABOVE ALL??
YAHUSHA, the One and Only Mashiach, the Anointed One, the Messiah, my Master, my Teacher, my Love.
Check out His quotes concerning the Instructions, the Torah, the Teachings, the Law especially found in Matthew/Mattithyahu Chapter 5: Verses 17-19. How does this then become confused into obeying the teaching of lawlessness!?
Why does this doctrine continue to be taught?!

I cannot help but distrust all those who hold to these teachings.
Among them, surely there are those who know the truth and intentionally teach untruth as agents of the enemy. I can only pray for a blessing on these, my enemies who are my Eloah's enemies first.
Turn around! Repent!
Your earthly reward is no match for that which you will receive from the One who rules from shamayim!
Please stop deceiving so that all may turn around and be saved.

How my being weeps.